Listening to: Emotions (Mariah Carey cover) by Ariana Grande.
(This song has no bearing on the themes or feelings presented today)
Merry Christmas Eve, folks. I've not blogged much this year, but for some reason I feel inclined to today.
Today is Christmas Eve, and I woke up at about 2.30pm. Granted, I went to bed at about 4.30am.
My parents are out of town (or rather, out of the country), as is my sister. So it's just me and my brother.
Let me paint my Christmas Eve this year for you.
Wake up, eat some toast. Tidy desk and wipe dust from it. Turn on laptop. Watch a few YouTube videos, all the usual internet stuff. Do assignment (last assignment of my bachelor's degree). Get nagged by brother to come to Xmas party. Decline. Get nagged more. Try to finish assignment. Write blog post.
All the while surviving through cramps.
I was also going to attend my church's Xmas eve service tonight (they have a special Christmas production going on, probably would be interesting). But it's sad enough going alone to church at Christmas, let alone going by myself with only cramps to accompany me. Pain + solitude = not the ideal Christmas attitude.
Anyway, I really do have to finish this assignment ASAP.
Now let's paint the same picture, but hypothetically including my the rest of my family.
We would wake up, eat breakfast somewhat together (my dad would've eaten earlier), go out to lunch somewhere nice as a whole family, come back, watch movie with mum, play Christmas tunes, help mum/dad prep/cook a BBQ dinner. Go to Xmas service at church, get nagged about my career/finding a job, maybe go on a drive at night to see Xmas lights in the city or through the neighbourhood.
Perhaps all the while not having to endure cramps.
I love Christmas time. Christmas doesn't get me down.
But assignments do. And cramps. And unemployment.
Let's finish on a high note. Or more accurately, not a high note, but a less-depressing note.
Here are the cupcakes I baked last night for my brother to take to his workmates for their morning tea today.
These are vanilla cupcakes with chocolate ganache on top and red writing icing saying MERRYXMAS with some love hearts and a star.